A dream had come to Gorsefeather. He was in the moors, alone except for a gorse bush. It looks withered and exhausted, the branches of it were thorn filled, yet time had broken it to a shadow of itself. A sad, wistful sight that reminded him all to well that he too was withering away. That he was the eldest in his clan by far. He'd pondered why would StarClan send him such a dismal message? Surely they had better things to do than remind him that he was getting old, but then the bush caught alight. The heat was intense, and warmed him to the bone, he wasn't frightened. The colour reminded him of his apprentice, Emberleaf. Then all that was left was ash, and from that ash, a new, tender leaf sprouted from the earth. It looked so small, yet it sprouted from the ashes with determination.
The calico was filled with a burst of hope. Ah. He knew what this message was, it was time for the young to replace the old. But there was no bitter sting, StarClan had reassured him. Gorsefeather had done his part, his life had been meaningful, and from his ashes, the newer generation would take their place.
Now, looking out onto the bustling camp, Gorsefeather meowed to himself. "It's a good day today." He'd have to talk to Sablestar about his retirement soon, but he had a few little things he wanted to do before he passed on the mantle fully to his apprentice. After all, he wanted his retirement in the Elder's den with Feathertail to be peaceful. He'd clean out the stock, remind his apprentice where the best places to find herbs were, and do one last herb gathering patrol by himself. Look out into the gorge, think about all the souls lost and mourn them, since very few seemed to remember.
He'd lived a full life.
And maybe, just maybe, he'd be able to bring himself to forgive Suntail and Nettlewing.
Then, he'd have no more regrets.