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Characters : | Leopardstar | Nightdancer | Lightningbreeze | Mistflower | Scarletflare | Clan/Rank : | ShadowClan Leader | ThunderClan Warrior | SkyClan Warrior | SkyClan Warrior | RiverClan Warrior | Number of posts : 6178 Gender : she/her Age : 25
| Subject: shadow over stars [c] Sat 27 Jan 2024 - 17:15 | |
| As they stopped to rest, Leopardstar curled up some distance from her Clanmates; reluctant to let herself stand too close. It wasn't that she feared them getting hurt for her presence--no more than usual--but rather that she didn't want them to see her weakness. Face tucked into her paws, truly alone for the first time since the chaos began, she choked back a sob.
This grief was familiar. She'd felt it time and again in the past moons, and in every season of her life: even her earliest memories were defined by it. The chill of death was one she knew well.
Just days after earning her warrior name, she had watched as her parents--the ones who had taken her in, who had loved her and raised her; the ones who had been still alive--chose to lay down their lives for the sake of stars she'd never seen.
Even now, a leader that carried their weight and their invisible mark, she couldn't help but resent them for it.
Not Deerleap or Sootwhisker. No, she had left that anger behind in the moment. But the stars themselves, their helpless ancestors, those who left the living to fight their battles.
Green eyes glanced skyward, then back to the ice and snow and dirt and stone. The real and solid things that she could feel beneath her paws.
Once upon a time, she had sworn to focus on them; and to not be caught up in death. What happened?
Her first parents, the ones whose names she no longer knew.
Deerleap. Sootwhisker. Vixenpaw.
Dawnkit. Cinderpaw. Asterpaw.
Moondancer. Batswarm.
Honeylight.
And now Echomist.
She knew that it wasn't a curse, that not everyone she loved was doomed to die, but it certainly felt that way at times like this; so hard to see the promised sunlight through the veil of darkness cast over her vision.
after all the things i’ve said and done; i don’t feel like the chosen one —— info. ✿ kiikko______________________________________ [Only mods are allowed to see this link][character pages]Leopardstar ~ Nightdancer ~ Lightningbreeze ~ Mistflower ~ Scarletflare ~ MintShadowClan ~ ThunderClan ~ SkyClan ~ SkyClan ~ RiverClan ~ Guardian of Twilight Leader ~ Warrior ~ Warrior ~ Warrior ~ Warrior ~ Rogue Tier 5 ~ Tier 5 ~ Tier 3 ~ Tier 3 ~ Tier 1 ~ Tier 1 |
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Characters : Alive: Rookfire(Rk), Kitespring(K), Laurelriver (La) StarClan: Buzzardclaw(B), Pebblestorm(P), Rushpaw(R), Waspkit(W), Snakepaw(S), Cardinalpaw(C), Briarpaw(Br), Rowanpaw(Ro), Wrenbreeze(Wr), Heronflight(H), Acornfall(A), Larkfeather(L), Badgerpaw(Ba), Shrikesong(Sh), Foxspark(F), Heronpaw (He), Poppycloud (Po) Unknown: Alderbloom (Al) Number of posts : 2475 Gender : Male (He/Him) Age : 18
| Subject: Re: shadow over stars [c] Mon 29 Jan 2024 - 14:54 | |
| Echomist's death left ripple effects across all of ShadowClan.
It was hard, since every cat knew him, even if it was just from him speaking up after the horrific border conflict that ended with two deaths on both sides. They were his kits, of course - and Leopardstar must have felt so guilty on causing their deaths for moons on end, if she wasn't feeling guilt even now.
Rookfire still felt guilty for not pushing harder to stop it, and he didn't have two kits killed in the conflict.
Now that he thought about it, Leopardstar's battered family would only have made Echomist's death worse. Another family member dying in such a horrible way, fracturing their family even more, and they couldn't even being able to bring his body back to bury it before running.
Padding over to Leopardstar, Rookfire gave her a sad nod. "I'm sorry about... Echomist," he said, sitting down with her. He didn't know what exactly to say - he was not comfortable at all helping someone get through a lost one - which was stupid, since he had dealt with lost clanmates all the time as a medicine cat! Yet, every time he had to tell cats about their lost loved ones, he found himself... tongue-tied, and he usually just sat in silence with them unless they started a conversation. Well, that's not necessarily bad, he mused. Sometimes, they need silence, and a feeling that other cats care about them.
And Rookfire cared enough to continue sitting in silence, for as long as Leopardstar needed. ______________________________________ Kitespring, RiverClan T3 Warrior: 50/140Rookfire, ShadowClan T3 Warrior: 50/140Laurelriver, WindClan T2 Warrior: 40/110pfp is rookfire, drawn by the amazing xaandiir! |
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| Subject: Re: shadow over stars [c] Sat 10 Feb 2024 - 22:08 | |
| Swiftheart had just recently caught up from being momentarly seperated from the clans. She had just earlier had to bury her apprentice who had died from the sickness. It seemed to always be the way... Swiftheart had saved Frostpaw from the wolves just for the sickness to take her apprentice right afterwards.
As soon as she was reunited with the clan she learned that her brother Echomist had also fallen to the wolves. Her heart felt numb as it ever had.
Not able to sleep she found herself wandering and stumbled upon Rookfire and Leopardstar grieving as well.
She silently joined them sitting a short distance away. She slowly met her leaders eyes. She looked just as hurt as what swiftheart felt too.
Scooting a little closer to her clanmates she looked to Rookfire for a second unsure of what to do now. Purhaps, he had a good idea... staying quiet and just letting them be together for now might be for the best. ______________________________________ - signature - click to extend:
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| Subject: Re: shadow over stars [c] Tue 13 Feb 2024 - 9:39 | |
| As not one but two of her Clanmates approached, Leopardstar was forced to acknowledge that she hadn't moved as far from them as she should have. Memory struck her; the night the stars returned, unwanted comfort offered as she grieved her dead kin. Questioning what she should say to her sister, how to say that their parents were gone and not coming back.
That grief had never left her, had it? Not really. It covered her as surely as clouds would come to fill the sky.
But time and experience gave her something that young, angry Leopardsun hadn't had. Words that could adequately express her thoughts, and the composure to speak them rather than shouting in frustration. She took a deep breath, struggling to keep her voice even.
"You might be sorry, but I don't know that you understand. I don't know that anyone does."
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