grizz asked me to wait til after he posted to say anything, to see if i still wanted to, and i absolutely still do. i want y'all to hear things from my perspective.

now that it's been a few days, now that i've calmed down, i'm not coming back any time soon, if ever, if that's what you were hoping, but i do have some things to say.

regarding my results, i want to say that if you felt that i was trying to shut down your plots, i wished that i had been told. i would have tried to work with you on that, because, i promise, i wasn't trying to stifle anyone's creativity. all i wanted was a little time to settle into my first high rank position before i got flooded with plots to interact with, and i'm sorry if that came across as me trying to stifle anyone's fun.

as well, for people mentioning my activity, all i ask is that it be remembered that i am a full time student, and on top of that, i have a job. the fact that i still made as much time as i did for wcc should have been seen as a testament to how much i care about this place, and i hope that i can be remembered for that.

the reason i left, im sure you all know by now, was because i was getting demoted, as my high rank survey results were less than ideal. all i'd wanted was a chance to publicly respond to them and actually have a chance to make amends before being instantly demoted, but i wasn't given the courtesy.

i only got as upset as i did because i expected to actually have the chance to make things right regarding my results. i got as upset as i did because i was denied that chance to make a public change, to prove that i was listening to people, to prove that i was a good leader.
when staff denied me that chance, it wounded me, knowing that i wouldn't be able to try to make things right before being unceremoniously kicked to the curb, especially for a reason that could've easily been amended.

that's really it, i dont know what else to say than that i poured my heart and soul into windclan, i love it with all of my heart, and i wanted nothing more than for windclan to flourish.
whoever ends up being olive's successor, i wish you luck [and please don't go back on everything olive and i worked towards ;;]

if you wanna stay in contact on discord, go for it. i'll miss this place, though, the way that everything happened in the past few days has really left a bitter taste in my mouth.