A Dead Echo From The Past [Closed]

Echopaw where breathing heavliy in his sleep, he where dreaming about when he killed the Shadowclan warrior.
He woke up quickly and screamed in panic. He looked around and saw some apprentices that had woken up by his scream where glaring at him.
He got up and walked out of camp. He wanted to talk to Frostfeather but after their fight he wasn't sure if she wanted to talk to him.
He sat down and on a tree stump and looked at his paws.

FrostFeather woke with a start from the nursery. She heard a yell an drift away knew ho it was. She walked out and saw echopaw leave camp. When followed him worried. "are you ok?" she asked him worried. Even though they had a fight she didn't care. She wanted to make sure he was ok.

He looked up at her with tears in his eyes "N-no.." he stammerd "N-no-things okay a-anymore" he continued and looked at his paws again.

She looked at him. "whats the matter?" she asked.

"Everything... Y-you hate me a-and.." he stopped talking and looked at the sky "Please Starclan forgive me.." he wisper quietly, hoping that Frostfeather didn't heard him, if she did she'd know that he had done something.

She looked at him. "i don't hate you I'm just mad that you don't like my kits." she said. She heard him say starclan and wondered what was.

He looked at her "I do.. I do l-like them.... I'm just not sure if I can be the father figure you want me to be... Not now atleast.. Not now..." he said with sadness in his voice.

She stared at him. "how do you know if you haven't tried. Besides it's good practice." she said smiling and hinting.

"N-no.. N-not now... I can't..." he said and dipped his head.

She licked him. "its ok I'll take care of them all by myself." she said sadly cause she knew she was going to suck. This was her first litter and she already messed up once.

OOC: wooohooo four kits im on a role :D

He looked sadly at her "I do want to help you it's jus.." he said and looked at his paws again.

OOC: OMG! SO MANY FLUFF BALLS!! aka kits

She knew what he meant. "is it because your young or cause yuou didn't have parents like my kits don't have a father." she said.

"No.. I-it's w-wo-worse.." he mumbled quietly.

She looked at him confused. "how worse?" she asked him.

"I've k-k-ki...." he stammerd. He felt how he started to panic.