We All Look At Our Past Don't We? [Open]

Thinstripe pawed at the ground, her ears twitching from the noise. She thought about her grandchildren and what they were in for, she also thought of her good friend Gentlensoe and how far she had come in life, she was on her second litter already. And Scorchfrost, her favorite out of her first litter, how special he was to her. He had been made deputy and had his children to take care of, now he knows how hard it is doesn't he? she thought to herself, laughing a bit at the thought. And her second litter, they had grown up hadn't they? Vinepaw had a crush on one of Gentlenose's kits, Sedgewhisker. Aspenstripe had gone far now, he had died recently, that made her a bit happy and sad, a mix of two terrible and good emotions.

She was unhappy from how far her life had come, she had never wanted to become an elder or a full on senior warrior, she didn't want to be a kit again either. She really just wanted to be living, seeing how life was now. But that time was done, the fur on her body was turning grey when she was still alive and her brain had suffered enough. She still remembered seeing a kit die near the stream and returning it to it's mother with Gentlenose, Gentlepaw at the time. She was Thinpaw as well. She thought about her death and the poor kits. She knew they had died at the same place, but not the same time, she grew angery of the thought of Deadpool and Moonlight, digging her claws into the ground.

She grew calm seconds later, she still hated the terrible thought of her warrior ceremony and them having to be in it. She hissed, trying not to show too much emotion through her actions. She stood still for a while, not thinking of her life, not thinking of who she had become or how people looked at her. She thought of who she would be now, in the afterlife and who she would meet.

A light brown tabby she has with kind light green eyes and a silver stripe ran from her head to her tail in a straight line. Flashwing looked over at Thinstripe. "Sad isn't it?" she meowed taking a seat and wrapping her white tipped tail over her dainty white paws.

Thinstripe looked over at Flashwing "Flashwing?" she asked, remembering the warrior "Yeah, I miss my family" she admitted "Don't you?" she asked.


(I think she might remember Flash)

A cream-colored she-cat stepped into the clearing. "That happens to ya. You'll never feel like you had enough time... I got lucky, and I got to say goodbye." Lilyflight stretched out her body beside the others. "I was a rogue for so long that I forgot what family was, you know? My brother, Jayflight, is on a dangerous path... I worry for him loads, but his kits are beautiful. Blizzardshine is my favorite, she's a sweet thing. I'm a lucky auntie, but she'll never know me." 

Aspenstripe padded into the clearing, seeing a group of cats, he was new to being in StarClan, but he was slowly getting used to it. He saw his mother first and smiled thinking of all the times he had wondered if she was watching over him, and padded over to the group and sat down next to her. "Hey mom." He purred, happy to finally see her again. He didnt have that much time with her, but time he did have was all good memories. His mother was the only one he knew out of the group. He shook his head as he heard the cream-colored she-cat talk. He agreed with her. He didn't feel like he had had enough time. He nodded as she finished, staying quite so as not to interrupt them

Thinstripe nodded as the second she-cat spoke, she had a group going on now. When she heard her sons voice she smiled, licking his cheek "Hey Aspenstripe" she purred. She looked back at the cream she-cat "Jayflight? Gentlenose's mate?" she guessed "I knew him, a bit" she mewed, her whiskers twitching.

OOC: Flashwing was born a long long time ago she was Cloverpol's friend when she became an an apprentice and Clover was Cloverpaw at the time lol

Ic: Flashing smiled and nodded. "Yes I never got to say goodbye to my family."

OOC2:shortness and mobile