Don't mind me, I'm just putting up some poetry ;3;

Secrets

Tears that are red
And eye black and blue
A million words are spoken
Yet secrets are kept too

A little to less
And a bit too much
Life’s not funny
When you aren’t having fun

Promises are broken
Eyes remain blind
How can I trust you?
When you only tell lies

Hurting someone
Is different than hurting yourself
It doesn’t matter if it’s intended
Or if you only tried to help

How could she?


I thought we were
friends.


Not anymore.


I couldn’t believe
what I heard.





Disappear


Do you know how I
feel, do you even care?


You knew about him
and me.


Yet you proceeded
to crush my heart.





Forget


I wish the world
would forget about you.


I wish you never
knew him.


I wish you’d leave
him alone.





Blame


I blame you.


I blame no one.


How could I when I couldn’t
even help myself from him?





Regret


Why did I trust
you?


Maybe because you
deceived me.


You deceived us
all.





Love


How could you love
him, when I love him?


When everyone
loves him?
When he loves no one at all.

Stop And Go





Listen


I’ll start the drums


You start the march


As we shuffle onto
the battle field


Dum da dum


Hear the beat


Feel the rumble of a
thousand feet pounding


Sand castles will
fall


Blood will spill


The path of anguish and
hatred


Lead up here


Don’t be too quick to
forget your transgressions


Or you’re ambitions


They may be your last


Don’t be too quick to
remember your mercy, or you will miss your chance


I started this


You started this


We started this


Now finish it


Paint the skies red
with blood


Call the wind on your
side


And soar


Farther and farther


And don’t forget


The lives you take


They will haunt you
for the years to come

Could you save me from this pressure?



Tick tock tick tock







Cause I’m expected to be better.



Tick tock tick tock







Perfect something, not me



Tick tock tick tock







Cause I’m expected not to see



Tick tock tick tock







Its frosted glass that I’m facing



Tick tock tick tock







And inside this room I’m pacing



Tick tock tick tock







You can’t keep me locked up inside



Tick tock tick tock







When I never wanted to hide



Tick tock tick tock







Chill me to the spirits that are broken



Tick tock tick tock







And tell me the thousand words unspoken



Tick tock tick tock







Even though the sun is shining in the corner



Tick tock tick tock







This cold soul is never getting warmer



Tick tock tick tock







Oh how I’ve wait to let go for so long



Tick tock tick tock







I’m just a ticking time bomb



Tick tock tick tock



Tick tock tick tock



Tick tock tick tock



Tick



Tock

How Can You Not See?




What makes this scene so sad?
A fall into darkness, or a skip on Sin’s Lane.
Pitfalls are so common, we expect them,
So how does it happen?
That you’ve never fallen one?
How is it?
That you walk on the sunny side of Sin’s Lane?
How come?
You shine brighter than anyone I’ve known?
We’re all falling.
Faster than you could walk or run.
Faster than the speed of light.
We are all falling.
Yet you seem to stroll your way along.
How does it seem, that when the world turns its back on everyone else,
That it shines, just for you.
Could it be that you have found the key to life?
Happiness and Love.
You have surely not found both.
Maybe it’s the way you look at everyone.
Like you’re waiting for them to change… just like you.
But we don’t.
Maybe it’s the way you talk to me.
Like you actually care if I succeed to fail.
But it’s not like you do.
Or maybe it’s just that way that everyone falls in love with you.
You can’t see it, but every time you here someone laugh… they have fallen deeper and deeper into the hopelessness. Because they know they will never have you.
No one has ever had you.
You make me laugh every day.
I hate you for it.
You make me smile, even when I know a smile is impossible.
I adore you for it.
You can make me feel like I’m the only thing that matters, when I don’t.
I want you for it.
You can make me anxious, by just sitting there for a minute and not talking to me.
I miss you for it.
You make me feel beautiful, even when I am sure I am the ugliest girl on earth.
I admire you for it.
You don’t love me, and you never will.
Yet, I love you for it.