Lost and confused

~~a couple days after the gathering~
Shiningpaw walked into the clearing.....she felt sad.....her life was so confusing and she never gets to see the people she cares most about.....She sighed and put her head on her paws....she felt tears fall into her pelt but she just sat there

Rainpaw was hunting near Fourtrees, and she smelled THunderclan scent. She entered the clearing.

"Oh...hi rainpaw." she just sat there.......

RAinpaw could tell something was bothering Shiningpaw.
"Are you ok?" she asked.

"she turned to Rainpaw tears in her eyes rimming her eyes "N-no.." she whispered

Rainpaw tilted her head curiously.
"Shiningpaw, what's wrong?" she asked.

She sighed and looked at the stars "Everything..." she murmered......"I feel lost....and confused...Panther has alot of options in Shadowclan and i feel like im letting him down..." she looked at her paws "I never get to see abybody....my clan hates me....." "my life is just messed up.."

"What makes you think your clan hates you?" Rainpaw asked, sounding surprised. "They need you, as a warrior or queen."

"But they wont give me what i need to be able to do that....." Like training!!!!" she sighed

"Who is your mentor?" Rainpaw asked, looking down.

Shiningpaw looked down "N-nobody...."

"How can you not have a mentor?" Rainpaw asked. "There must be somebody who can give you training!"

"Graystream is to busy" "Firelight has been sick FOREVER" "Goldenfeather is with leopard" "and my mentor is in shadowclan Darkshadow" she sighed

"Have you talked with Graystream about it? He is pretty much the leader."

"he said ask sombody but everybody already has a apprentice!"